Hello, from the MTC!
Yes, i am still here... everything was fine and dandy and my branch president said i could go but then, i had a doctors appointment last wednesday and he said NO WAY!.. he said at the least 2 more weeks... so here
i am.. just trudging along. Its ok though, to be honest i kinda had a bit of a spiritual moment when I was so frustrated that i couldnt go that I cried and i just felt like I couldnt go on and that there was no reason so keep me here but then, a thought clear as day that said "i need you 100%", not 90, not 80, but100%... and after that its been ok that i have to stay here... i mean, whats 14 weeks in the MTC right? haha and who can say that theyve had an MTC experience like mine... i mean, i got a good little weekend get away i got to see some of my family and friends and go shopping and cafe rio... so i feel the lord is letting me make up that time right now haha... So in other words, i am good...And when i do get to leave they will get my travel plans and have me on a plane 2 days after that so i am not sure if you would find out but ALWAYS have your phones on you for the next 2 weeks! cause i do get to call you all!
Well.. other than that... EVERYBODY left me today and yesterday. My companion and 3 other girls in my room left on monday morning so they are probably out freezing their little tushes off... and so it was me and sister francom here yesterday... We actually got cafe rio... (shhhhh).... but you know, i have the connections here. And mom, dont worry about the money on my card for cafe rio i got that back from my elders and sister francom... But yesterday was a crazy day as will today be a crazy day. We just have been trying to finish errands for the other sisters and then clean up our rooms... i have to move to another building with the other sisters and my companion for a couple weeks will be sister little... I am excited and also a little sad because i miss my district... we got to be such good friends because we spent like ALL day together everyday for 11 weeks... and i saw these amazing missionaries grow into completely different people. I know
that these will be friends i have forever. We were meant to be together i can feel gods hand in placing us all together. Its amazing the friendships ive made with them and the growth i have seen in each of them. Its been
quite the experience here... So it was really sad this morning to say goodbye to EVERYONE. all of my elders left this morning and I was crying and they were on the verge of tears... they all said "thanks mom for everything" (because basically i told them what to do because i am that rude i know) but i know that they will be good missionaries and it was hard to see them leave... so ya... thats about it... I am still here and just waiting to get to russia... i have another companion today, sister carmack and she leaves tomorrow so we will just be running and doing some more errands today...I havent slept in 2 days because of getting missionaries out and cause i am sick so its going to be an interesting week... changes changes changes, but my teacher told me a good piece of advice.. "no matter how hard things seem, the best is yet to come" and thats will all life! its so true and i am excited to see whats in store for me next.
Well.. the knee update.. Its still the biggest thing i have every seen and thats what my physical therapist said.,.. that he just wants to swelling to go down and i have to be able to walk and go up tons of stairs. My mission president actually called and said he didnt want me until I could walk 5 miles and walk up 5 flights of stairs so i am working on it. Actually i walk with just a tiny bit of a limp, half the time you cant notice it and i am walking up and down stairs all the time. SO i am surprised how well i am progressing... i actually meet with my surgoen tomorrow and the physical therapist at the same time so they will see whats up. I would be shocked and super excited if i could leave next week cause even my therapist says i am mproving better then he thought i would so pray for me! if not i am guessing just ONE more week.. and i can do that i know i can!! So all in all... i am really grateful for this experience i have had. Its a blessing to have one normal knee now and its a blessing i got this surgery done... My little thought is that i can see the lords hand in this work today. Even when it seems hard he is there every step guiding what we do. And if i can even take a little bit of christs attitude "not my will but thine will be done" (i think thats matt 26:39) than i can become the person i am supposed to become. I have such an amazing calling right now that i get to be an instrument in the hands of the Lord 24/7... is it a terrifying thing... yes... do i feel completely inadaquate.. yes.... but its an amazing feeling
that he trusts me that much with his sons and daughters that he called me to work as his hands... How excited i am to be a missionary right now. Its an amazing calling and i owe him my life for letting me do this. I am so excited to bring his sons and daughters, my brothers and sisters unto christ... Its hard to even put it into words... Just know that i love this church and gospel. I know that its true... all of it. Every single piece of it. So dont ever EVER take it for granted...I love you and I am so grateful for your support. PLEASE send me letters or Dear elders this week,... i am so lonely without my friends! love you!
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
Im kinda making it.... haha
Hello family! kinda weird that i was seding you a message now.. since I basically talked to you yesterday! I just wanted to say thanks to everyone who helped me... and sorry if i was being weird over the weekend... it was just hard being home and knowing that i was going to have to say goodbye all over again.. i promise i am not that weird... its just wasnt the best having to leave again... Other than that thanks to everyone who came and visited me... it was really fun to see everyone and know that I still have friends! haha
Mom, thanks again for coming... sorry if it wasnt the trip you were looking for but i really was appreciative that you came. It helped a lot having you ther. By the way, my package came yesterday! so i was super excited. thanks again for sending it i am happy i feel like i have everything.
Jess, thanks for being there too... it was great to be there with your family.. I know the weekend was crazy but it was great to have your help too. I really couldnt imagine being at the MTC during that... Im glad I got a little break
Well.. yesterday i had my physical therapy and the doctor is going to try to get me to leave on monday. President Harrison kept my travel plans so as of now i do get to leave monday, but its all up to My surgeon and the other doctor here... Im going to talk to My surgeon tomorrow and see what he says.... And if he gives me the go ahead then i will be ok to go... But im not sure he will... we will see... Honestly, as much as i want to get out of here, i know if my knee isnt feeling better than it is now then i wont let myself leave on monday... THe lord wouldnt want me out there when i am not back to normal. So pray that my knee feels better by monday. A lot of whats hurting is beacuse its still swolen and because its just really sore... My quad hurts a lot so we will see how much better it will get...I think i will be able to keep you guys in the know though... It will be obvious when i dont call on monday that i havent left... So the plan is we leave salt lake at 830... and then we fly to new york... I wont be able to call from new york cause we dont have a long delay... we are literally running from one flight to the other...
Then we fly from new york to moscow and in moscow we have a 12 hour delay... 12 hours! can you believe that!! i dont know if i will be able to call you from moscow either we will see... Then from Moscow we fly to Novosibirsk,...So all in all ... we have 3 days traveling.. and depending on where we are serving in novosibirsk.. we could have another 3 days! kinda crazy i know...
So if i dont call you then that means that i didnt leave monday and be expecting an email tuesday i guess.....
Well... the past two days have been pretty hard though.. its a lot of slow walking and i have been really tired.... I think my body gets really exhausted so i hope that stops soon... I had to take a nap yesterday and its pday so i wil probably sleep today too... Hmm.. other than that not much new has happened since you saw or talked to me haha
Oh! Brooke! i am going to send a box of all my extra stuff to you and i will put jessicas number in the box! if you can call her when you get it thatwould be great!!! then she can come get it oooor... i know sometimes kylie goes up there so she can come get it from you when she goes to do their hair! and ps... thanks for doing my boots for me i really appreciate it!oh! and ps... to all my wonderful friends! thanks so much for coming to see me... Happy birthday again Kristin! i couldnt remember if i had told you but i hope i did! so happy Birthday! i hope your 21st was great!!! and ash.. i realized that i didnt write your name in my last email but i did realize right after and i am soooo sorry!! i love you sooo much! thanks for coming by!
And all my other friends! i love yousooo much! so great talking to you or seeing you!!!!!! You guys are so great! and if i was boring i am sorry i wasstill a missionary it was weird hahaha
Family... great to talk to you too..now i will be able to see you in just 15 months! kinda crazy huh! doesnt seem long at all!
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Ok well to everyone! you can still send me dear elders to Russia i think it is free! and you can all send me emails!! My email address is kaitlin.west@myldsmail.net i might not be able to email you back but i will try the best i can!!! and mail... just know it takes like 21437895438932 days to get to russia and i only get mail every 2 months! but if you send mail just know i would love it!!!!
Other than that i dont think i have anything else to say! Just know how much i love my mission and how much i know that god has a hand in everything... I trust the lord with all my heart right now and i know that if i do his will, i will be granted success... I love this church and what it stands for...Sometimes things get hard and we get down on ourselves.. i know that today i have been really frustrated cause i cant really walk but honestly, i know that the lord has a plan and i just need to trust him cause he knows what hes doing better than i know what im doing....I know i am supposed to be out here and thats all that matters... if i get to russia a week or two later thats ok... its just all part of the big plan. In the scheme of this, this life is just like a blink of an eye anyway... theres so much more to this life than our mortal lives... so in the big pictures... 2 extra weeks is nothing! i will still go serve an honorable mission and teach the people of russia i need to teach... I lovethis work and i am so grateful that i am a missionary... I have a lot to work on but i know as i strive to do my best that i can be the person i am meant to be. I will still make mistakes but thats what the atonement is for right? Christ suffered for each one of us so that we could make mistakes and so we could correct them... I am so happy to be a part of this church...
I love you all so much and thanks again for helping me out this weekend! i really needed it and i appreciate it... and again, sorry if i was weird... it was just a different experience for me... I love you all and hope to hear from you soon!!!
llove- cectpa bect
Mom, thanks again for coming... sorry if it wasnt the trip you were looking for but i really was appreciative that you came. It helped a lot having you ther. By the way, my package came yesterday! so i was super excited. thanks again for sending it i am happy i feel like i have everything.
Jess, thanks for being there too... it was great to be there with your family.. I know the weekend was crazy but it was great to have your help too. I really couldnt imagine being at the MTC during that... Im glad I got a little break
Well.. yesterday i had my physical therapy and the doctor is going to try to get me to leave on monday. President Harrison kept my travel plans so as of now i do get to leave monday, but its all up to My surgeon and the other doctor here... Im going to talk to My surgeon tomorrow and see what he says.... And if he gives me the go ahead then i will be ok to go... But im not sure he will... we will see... Honestly, as much as i want to get out of here, i know if my knee isnt feeling better than it is now then i wont let myself leave on monday... THe lord wouldnt want me out there when i am not back to normal. So pray that my knee feels better by monday. A lot of whats hurting is beacuse its still swolen and because its just really sore... My quad hurts a lot so we will see how much better it will get...I think i will be able to keep you guys in the know though... It will be obvious when i dont call on monday that i havent left... So the plan is we leave salt lake at 830... and then we fly to new york... I wont be able to call from new york cause we dont have a long delay... we are literally running from one flight to the other...
Then we fly from new york to moscow and in moscow we have a 12 hour delay... 12 hours! can you believe that!! i dont know if i will be able to call you from moscow either we will see... Then from Moscow we fly to Novosibirsk,...So all in all ... we have 3 days traveling.. and depending on where we are serving in novosibirsk.. we could have another 3 days! kinda crazy i know...
So if i dont call you then that means that i didnt leave monday and be expecting an email tuesday i guess.....
Well... the past two days have been pretty hard though.. its a lot of slow walking and i have been really tired.... I think my body gets really exhausted so i hope that stops soon... I had to take a nap yesterday and its pday so i wil probably sleep today too... Hmm.. other than that not much new has happened since you saw or talked to me haha
Oh! Brooke! i am going to send a box of all my extra stuff to you and i will put jessicas number in the box! if you can call her when you get it thatwould be great!!! then she can come get it oooor... i know sometimes kylie goes up there so she can come get it from you when she goes to do their hair! and ps... thanks for doing my boots for me i really appreciate it!oh! and ps... to all my wonderful friends! thanks so much for coming to see me... Happy birthday again Kristin! i couldnt remember if i had told you but i hope i did! so happy Birthday! i hope your 21st was great!!! and ash.. i realized that i didnt write your name in my last email but i did realize right after and i am soooo sorry!! i love you sooo much! thanks for coming by!
And all my other friends! i love yousooo much! so great talking to you or seeing you!!!!!! You guys are so great! and if i was boring i am sorry i wasstill a missionary it was weird hahaha
Family... great to talk to you too..now i will be able to see you in just 15 months! kinda crazy huh! doesnt seem long at all!
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Ok well to everyone! you can still send me dear elders to Russia i think it is free! and you can all send me emails!! My email address is kaitlin.west@myldsmail.net i might not be able to email you back but i will try the best i can!!! and mail... just know it takes like 21437895438932 days to get to russia and i only get mail every 2 months! but if you send mail just know i would love it!!!!
Other than that i dont think i have anything else to say! Just know how much i love my mission and how much i know that god has a hand in everything... I trust the lord with all my heart right now and i know that if i do his will, i will be granted success... I love this church and what it stands for...Sometimes things get hard and we get down on ourselves.. i know that today i have been really frustrated cause i cant really walk but honestly, i know that the lord has a plan and i just need to trust him cause he knows what hes doing better than i know what im doing....I know i am supposed to be out here and thats all that matters... if i get to russia a week or two later thats ok... its just all part of the big plan. In the scheme of this, this life is just like a blink of an eye anyway... theres so much more to this life than our mortal lives... so in the big pictures... 2 extra weeks is nothing! i will still go serve an honorable mission and teach the people of russia i need to teach... I lovethis work and i am so grateful that i am a missionary... I have a lot to work on but i know as i strive to do my best that i can be the person i am meant to be. I will still make mistakes but thats what the atonement is for right? Christ suffered for each one of us so that we could make mistakes and so we could correct them... I am so happy to be a part of this church...
I love you all so much and thanks again for helping me out this weekend! i really needed it and i appreciate it... and again, sorry if i was weird... it was just a different experience for me... I love you all and hope to hear from you soon!!!
llove- cectpa bect
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
The Lord is the best teacher there is!
FAMILY and FRIENDS!!!
Mom and jess.. it was so great to talk to you yesterday... weird though and not exactly what i wanted to be calling you about but its ok... everything will be ok! i will fill everyone in on this email so they know kinda whats going on..
It was like 2 weeks ago that my knee started to really hurt but i didnt think anything about it right? cause i have retarded knees anyway.... and dumb me, for like the first week i continued to run and play volleyball on
it for like a week, then like i said last email i decided to go to the docter... and he was (i think) thinking i was a baby and just was complaining so he set up am MRI just in case but then was going to send me to phyiscal therapy.... well the results came back and yes.. My meniscus was torn... i was honestly soooo sad... but To make a long story short... i saw the surgeon yesterday and he asked me how my knee felt... and i was like
"well it hurts here" and he was like "really? cause you tore your meniscus on the other side?" so now they are worried about my dumb knee problem and that i cant hack it in russia... so thats why they had me call you mom.. i think they thought you would advise me to not go.. but thats not the case...
I told the doctor that we are doing surgery and i AM going to russia... so thats the plan as of now... Surgery Thursday and then i will go to jessicas... By the way mom are you coming???? I would love if you did, then
poor 9 month pregnant Jess wont have to be taking care of some missionary...And then yes... i am stuck at the MTC for another 4 WEEKS!! ahhh haha i know my life is crazy.. its ok though cause i have come to a few najor conclusions... being a missionary each and every experience you have whether good or bad can be turned into the best thing for you.... When i found out i had to get surgery... i was really dissappointed
actually.. to be honest i am SO ready to leave the MTC... 10 weeks here is enough... But as i was sitting moping over this dumb thing, we were reading in Alma 26,When ammon was saying how great the Lord is and how amazing it is to be instruments in the hands of the Lord (alma 26 vs. 12- i do not boast
of my own strength) And it kinda hit me that god is everything, and i knowthat these sons of mosiah went through wayyyy more than i have ever gone through.. it says in alma (the chapter isnt coming to mind right now) that they were spit on and hit and everything you can imagine... and in 17, they
had to go preach to the lamanites who were as it says a Ferocious people... so honnestly they're missions were crazy and it kinda put mine into perspective to me... but then we read alma 26:27... and it says "Now when our hearts were depressed and we were about to turn back" now... when I found out i had to get surgery and then stay here and then when the doctor tells me to go home... you can imagine how i am feeling.. of course it would be easy to come home... i have an easy out right? but now.. i kept reading
and it said "the Lord comforted us and said ... Bear thine afflictions with patience"... bear thine afflictions with patience... so right then i had this overwhelming feeling that yes.. i can do this.. i am nothing compared
to the sons of mosiah and they made it through.. The the last part of the verse "I will give unto you success"... Even though hard times come and even though i have days where i just want to go.. i know that if i have patience and rely on the lord for EVERYTHING.. he will grant unto me success... i will have a good mission... I know I am supposed to be out here.. even though with everything that has happened.. i feel like there has been sooo many little things that keep coming up either before i came or here in the
MTC that have tried to stop me from going... but i am supposed to be here... I have a calling from God signed by the prophet... i can do this... Its kinda funny though how great of a teacher christ and our heavenly father are.. i mean, how great of a blessing it is to get this surgery for free right?? but the lord is teaching me a very vaulable lesson with that blessing... Thats why he is the best teacher there is...
I hope that made sense... its crazy being on a mission...I make this out to be a big deal but at least i dont have cancer and at least i can still go on a mission.. people have WAY bigger problems then just a dumb knee.. and i will get to russia i just know it!Well family... thank you so much for all your letters! i love getting
letters from my family... grandma and grandpa are getting letters soon and did we get that letter to grandma west?
And mom.. let me know if you can come ASAP! i would love that... and ps... i didnt get that package yet? maybe check to see if it got lost i know its been 2 weeks since you have sent it? i really hope it didnt get lost...
> and i was wondering.. i know we have some of grandpas old ties... i dont know if dad wants to keep them but i thought it would be cool to give someto some of the elders here... they LOVE old ties and how awesome would it be to have his ties on missions? if dad doesnt want to then thats ok but if so
you can just bring them if you come to utah soon! RACHEL! I am so happy you are moving out! that sounds like a good plan and at least its still close. I bet you will still be at the house a ton and
that way you can just drop gainer off with dad! Jess! baby soon? sooo crazy! i will still be in utah when you have it! haha
Well.... Friends... By the way Ali and madison! i got your Dear ELders... you send them to RUSSIA! hah so i got a letter from my mission pres. and he sent them with me so thank you!! and i hope maddy gets emails? amy if she
does can you send them to her? and ali!!! I LOVED THE PACKAGE! you are the best!!! oh! and what building does jordan and greg work in?? what floor and room number i want to see them!!!
Courtney and chan! i got your package i loved it!! the candy is all gone cause i am a fat piece of lard... haha did you get my package court? haha ps i send that before i got the package from you guys!
Amy brooke kristin leyla telicia everyone! thanks so much for writing me! if i havent sent you a letter back you should be getting one!!! I am sorry this is so random... I just want everyone to know that i love you guys so much! and i feel like i want you guys to know how much i love this church and i love this work..
there is no greater thing we can do in this life then do the work our father in heaven wants us to do and to strive to become like christ in every aspect. I promise, as you strive to emulate him in every where, your life
will be exactly where it should be. The Lord knows the way for us and if we are worthy to recieve the revelation from him to do the things he needs and wants us to do... how great will be our lives?? honestly.. being on a mission puts life into perspective in sooo many ways... i love being here
and i love everything i have learned here! THe mission is great!!!!!
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Know i love you all and i love where i am! i hope this email finds everyone
in good health! if not let me know.... the lord is on my side haha! i love
you and look forward to hearing from you (or seeing you soon in jess and
moms case)> Love you and i will write next week!!
Mom and jess.. it was so great to talk to you yesterday... weird though and not exactly what i wanted to be calling you about but its ok... everything will be ok! i will fill everyone in on this email so they know kinda whats going on..
It was like 2 weeks ago that my knee started to really hurt but i didnt think anything about it right? cause i have retarded knees anyway.... and dumb me, for like the first week i continued to run and play volleyball on
it for like a week, then like i said last email i decided to go to the docter... and he was (i think) thinking i was a baby and just was complaining so he set up am MRI just in case but then was going to send me to phyiscal therapy.... well the results came back and yes.. My meniscus was torn... i was honestly soooo sad... but To make a long story short... i saw the surgeon yesterday and he asked me how my knee felt... and i was like
"well it hurts here" and he was like "really? cause you tore your meniscus on the other side?" so now they are worried about my dumb knee problem and that i cant hack it in russia... so thats why they had me call you mom.. i think they thought you would advise me to not go.. but thats not the case...
I told the doctor that we are doing surgery and i AM going to russia... so thats the plan as of now... Surgery Thursday and then i will go to jessicas... By the way mom are you coming???? I would love if you did, then
poor 9 month pregnant Jess wont have to be taking care of some missionary...And then yes... i am stuck at the MTC for another 4 WEEKS!! ahhh haha i know my life is crazy.. its ok though cause i have come to a few najor conclusions... being a missionary each and every experience you have whether good or bad can be turned into the best thing for you.... When i found out i had to get surgery... i was really dissappointed
actually.. to be honest i am SO ready to leave the MTC... 10 weeks here is enough... But as i was sitting moping over this dumb thing, we were reading in Alma 26,When ammon was saying how great the Lord is and how amazing it is to be instruments in the hands of the Lord (alma 26 vs. 12- i do not boast
of my own strength) And it kinda hit me that god is everything, and i knowthat these sons of mosiah went through wayyyy more than i have ever gone through.. it says in alma (the chapter isnt coming to mind right now) that they were spit on and hit and everything you can imagine... and in 17, they
had to go preach to the lamanites who were as it says a Ferocious people... so honnestly they're missions were crazy and it kinda put mine into perspective to me... but then we read alma 26:27... and it says "Now when our hearts were depressed and we were about to turn back" now... when I found out i had to get surgery and then stay here and then when the doctor tells me to go home... you can imagine how i am feeling.. of course it would be easy to come home... i have an easy out right? but now.. i kept reading
and it said "the Lord comforted us and said ... Bear thine afflictions with patience"... bear thine afflictions with patience... so right then i had this overwhelming feeling that yes.. i can do this.. i am nothing compared
to the sons of mosiah and they made it through.. The the last part of the verse "I will give unto you success"... Even though hard times come and even though i have days where i just want to go.. i know that if i have patience and rely on the lord for EVERYTHING.. he will grant unto me success... i will have a good mission... I know I am supposed to be out here.. even though with everything that has happened.. i feel like there has been sooo many little things that keep coming up either before i came or here in the
MTC that have tried to stop me from going... but i am supposed to be here... I have a calling from God signed by the prophet... i can do this... Its kinda funny though how great of a teacher christ and our heavenly father are.. i mean, how great of a blessing it is to get this surgery for free right?? but the lord is teaching me a very vaulable lesson with that blessing... Thats why he is the best teacher there is...
I hope that made sense... its crazy being on a mission...I make this out to be a big deal but at least i dont have cancer and at least i can still go on a mission.. people have WAY bigger problems then just a dumb knee.. and i will get to russia i just know it!Well family... thank you so much for all your letters! i love getting
letters from my family... grandma and grandpa are getting letters soon and did we get that letter to grandma west?
And mom.. let me know if you can come ASAP! i would love that... and ps... i didnt get that package yet? maybe check to see if it got lost i know its been 2 weeks since you have sent it? i really hope it didnt get lost...
> and i was wondering.. i know we have some of grandpas old ties... i dont know if dad wants to keep them but i thought it would be cool to give someto some of the elders here... they LOVE old ties and how awesome would it be to have his ties on missions? if dad doesnt want to then thats ok but if so
you can just bring them if you come to utah soon! RACHEL! I am so happy you are moving out! that sounds like a good plan and at least its still close. I bet you will still be at the house a ton and
that way you can just drop gainer off with dad! Jess! baby soon? sooo crazy! i will still be in utah when you have it! haha
Well.... Friends... By the way Ali and madison! i got your Dear ELders... you send them to RUSSIA! hah so i got a letter from my mission pres. and he sent them with me so thank you!! and i hope maddy gets emails? amy if she
does can you send them to her? and ali!!! I LOVED THE PACKAGE! you are the best!!! oh! and what building does jordan and greg work in?? what floor and room number i want to see them!!!
Courtney and chan! i got your package i loved it!! the candy is all gone cause i am a fat piece of lard... haha did you get my package court? haha ps i send that before i got the package from you guys!
Amy brooke kristin leyla telicia everyone! thanks so much for writing me! if i havent sent you a letter back you should be getting one!!! I am sorry this is so random... I just want everyone to know that i love you guys so much! and i feel like i want you guys to know how much i love this church and i love this work..
there is no greater thing we can do in this life then do the work our father in heaven wants us to do and to strive to become like christ in every aspect. I promise, as you strive to emulate him in every where, your life
will be exactly where it should be. The Lord knows the way for us and if we are worthy to recieve the revelation from him to do the things he needs and wants us to do... how great will be our lives?? honestly.. being on a mission puts life into perspective in sooo many ways... i love being here
and i love everything i have learned here! THe mission is great!!!!!
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Know i love you all and i love where i am! i hope this email finds everyone
in good health! if not let me know.... the lord is on my side haha! i love
you and look forward to hearing from you (or seeing you soon in jess and
moms case)> Love you and i will write next week!!
Thursday, January 27, 2011
3 More Weeks!
HELLO!!!!
Can you believe that time is flying by so fast! i only have 3 more weeks
here at the MTC!! i cant believe i have almost been here for 3 months.. it
kinda freaks me out. I dont have my travel plans yet... i get them probably
next week sometime so right when i get them i will let you know as soon as i
can!
Well... everything is pretty much the same here at the MTC... like i said
last time we got to take the Native russians around when they got here.
There are 2 sisters and 4 elders and they are all sooooo funny! They come to
this MTC cause this is where the russian speakers come i guess? i am not
sure. It was actually really cool today we got to go through with 2 of the
elders to take their endowments out. Its quite an amazing experience to be
there with them. We try to talk to them all the time an its hysterical cause
they just laugh at our horrible russian haha. And sometimes, they just start
speaking russian at us and we just sit there and i am always like "you KNOW
i dont know what you are saying" and they just laugh cause they all know
really good english.
Oh! we start speaking russian 24/7 tomrorow.... yes for 3 weeks we cannot
speak any english here... that... should be interesting... haha Its actually
physically draining trying to speak Russian all day...
Well hmm.. sorry my thoughts arent all gathered yet and nothing much has
happened so i am just going to start answering questions... i am going to
send actually letters to every who wrote me today anyway so maybe this email
shouldnt go out this week..
Mom... i only got your first email i dont know if you sent another one but
this one had questions on it? well to answer them...
And any kind of phone card i guess... i dont know how to use on anyway...
just one i can just on a pay phone probably?
And NO black and white shirt?? are you sure it wasnt there? haha oh well i
guess.. thanks for sending that package i appreciate it alot! did you send
it by the way?? like is it on its way here?
Grandma! I am soooo happy grandpa went to church again! tell him if he has
any questions to ask me or the missionaries! i am soooo excited about this
you have no idea... oh
and about the family... Remember the question i asked in my other email
about them not wanting to join? i dont know.. maybe they could send me an
email or something... just cause i think if i can understand their concerns
it will help me alot in russia. and grandma.. chelsea i know got the temple
bag for her mom i am not sure if she got the other ones.. but she got the
white one! so thanks soo much! and thanks for the bars and hats that are on
their way!! and i am going to send you and grandpa letters soon too!
Dad... NO haircut yet? i am sooo sorry! wish i could be there.... 16 more
months and i will be there to cut your hair. oh... and you make me want good
food everytime you tell me you ate chicken wings or something! not fair!
Rach.... how are ya doing? is gainer reading the BOM? did you get my last
letter? hows ned? maybe not in the picture anymore? haha i dont know
Jess... Thanks soooo much for the pictures!!!! i loved them soo much!!!
haha especially the one of you and sam that said "we look so hot" hahahah
that was so funny!
OH AND WHAT THE HECK! you guys were actually IN the MTC!!!!! i was freaking
out when i saw those pictures!! i didnt know you went inside!!! i wish i
could have seen you!! and i am so happy the kids are reading too!
By the way fam... how is EVERYONE doing on Reading the book of mormon and
going to the temple?? Mom dad rachel??? if i have to be doing this 24/7 you
guys can do a little too hahah keep me updated
Tell the rest of the fam i say hi... like everyone! jamie jackie tami jeff
ruth jerry will eliza brenner grandpa sam and alll the kids! i miss everyone
so much but i know this is where i need to be!
Well family... just know that i love you so much and i love my mission. Its
super hard but i am so happy i am here...I have learned so much through
prayer and scriptures already that I cant even believe it.... The scriptures
actually make sense now... its kinda crazy.. and they gospel has been
simplified for me so well that i feel i can understand and teach it... Maybe
not in russian... but i am catching on..
Im sorry this is so random but i dont have much to say this week. I love you
guys a lot and am so thankful for your support... Everyone! I love your Dear
Elders so much! So i will try to have a more interesting email next week k?
i am sending a few pictures home and right when i am about to leave i will
send cds again so you can see all of them. and mom you are saving the cds
so i can delete my pictures right?
all of my friends wrote me this week so they will all get letters from me too...
Oh! and by the way... when i leave i can send boxes to provo for free.. so
when i send things home i might send them to my friends and then jess...
maybe you can pick them up? i dont know we can figure that out for sure next
week...
Oh mom.. one more thing.. I actually i got all the letters
from the young women and stuff so i will send a letter to them. I appreciate
it.. But alsooo...
if you can tell me my balance in my account? and i might need maybe like
$100 more dollars put in there when i actually fly to russia for luggage and
stuff... i just know know exactly how much money i am going to need and i
dont have that much cash on me... plus right when i get there i buy all my
stuff so i might need some cash. Just let me know about my account at wells
fargo... i left you the info so if you could check that. and also... what
happened to my chase bank one?? did we cancel that? OH! and another thing...
talk to wells fargo and let them know i am going to russia.. cause a lot of
times they have to know i am in russia or they will close the account once i
use it there... thats another thing...
Sorry theres sooo much! but ok... i will write you guys better letters...
like real letters... when i have time. Tell grace i am sending her a letter!
oh! did she get her birthday card too? oh! i want pictures of baby savannah
too!!
hah ok sorry I ask for wayyy to much! but ok... i love you guys soooo much!
and send me phone numbers too ok? like jess rach dad grandma cause i can
call everyone when i am at the airport!! that would be great!! LOVE YOU
SOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!! i will keep you updated better next time..
Can you believe that time is flying by so fast! i only have 3 more weeks
here at the MTC!! i cant believe i have almost been here for 3 months.. it
kinda freaks me out. I dont have my travel plans yet... i get them probably
next week sometime so right when i get them i will let you know as soon as i
can!
Well... everything is pretty much the same here at the MTC... like i said
last time we got to take the Native russians around when they got here.
There are 2 sisters and 4 elders and they are all sooooo funny! They come to
this MTC cause this is where the russian speakers come i guess? i am not
sure. It was actually really cool today we got to go through with 2 of the
elders to take their endowments out. Its quite an amazing experience to be
there with them. We try to talk to them all the time an its hysterical cause
they just laugh at our horrible russian haha. And sometimes, they just start
speaking russian at us and we just sit there and i am always like "you KNOW
i dont know what you are saying" and they just laugh cause they all know
really good english.
Oh! we start speaking russian 24/7 tomrorow.... yes for 3 weeks we cannot
speak any english here... that... should be interesting... haha Its actually
physically draining trying to speak Russian all day...
Well hmm.. sorry my thoughts arent all gathered yet and nothing much has
happened so i am just going to start answering questions... i am going to
send actually letters to every who wrote me today anyway so maybe this email
shouldnt go out this week..
Mom... i only got your first email i dont know if you sent another one but
this one had questions on it? well to answer them...
And any kind of phone card i guess... i dont know how to use on anyway...
just one i can just on a pay phone probably?
And NO black and white shirt?? are you sure it wasnt there? haha oh well i
guess.. thanks for sending that package i appreciate it alot! did you send
it by the way?? like is it on its way here?
Grandma! I am soooo happy grandpa went to church again! tell him if he has
any questions to ask me or the missionaries! i am soooo excited about this
you have no idea... oh
and about the family... Remember the question i asked in my other email
about them not wanting to join? i dont know.. maybe they could send me an
email or something... just cause i think if i can understand their concerns
it will help me alot in russia. and grandma.. chelsea i know got the temple
bag for her mom i am not sure if she got the other ones.. but she got the
white one! so thanks soo much! and thanks for the bars and hats that are on
their way!! and i am going to send you and grandpa letters soon too!
Dad... NO haircut yet? i am sooo sorry! wish i could be there.... 16 more
months and i will be there to cut your hair. oh... and you make me want good
food everytime you tell me you ate chicken wings or something! not fair!
Rach.... how are ya doing? is gainer reading the BOM? did you get my last
letter? hows ned? maybe not in the picture anymore? haha i dont know
Jess... Thanks soooo much for the pictures!!!! i loved them soo much!!!
haha especially the one of you and sam that said "we look so hot" hahahah
that was so funny!
OH AND WHAT THE HECK! you guys were actually IN the MTC!!!!! i was freaking
out when i saw those pictures!! i didnt know you went inside!!! i wish i
could have seen you!! and i am so happy the kids are reading too!
By the way fam... how is EVERYONE doing on Reading the book of mormon and
going to the temple?? Mom dad rachel??? if i have to be doing this 24/7 you
guys can do a little too hahah keep me updated
Tell the rest of the fam i say hi... like everyone! jamie jackie tami jeff
ruth jerry will eliza brenner grandpa sam and alll the kids! i miss everyone
so much but i know this is where i need to be!
Well family... just know that i love you so much and i love my mission. Its
super hard but i am so happy i am here...I have learned so much through
prayer and scriptures already that I cant even believe it.... The scriptures
actually make sense now... its kinda crazy.. and they gospel has been
simplified for me so well that i feel i can understand and teach it... Maybe
not in russian... but i am catching on..
Im sorry this is so random but i dont have much to say this week. I love you
guys a lot and am so thankful for your support... Everyone! I love your Dear
Elders so much! So i will try to have a more interesting email next week k?
i am sending a few pictures home and right when i am about to leave i will
send cds again so you can see all of them. and mom you are saving the cds
so i can delete my pictures right?
all of my friends wrote me this week so they will all get letters from me too...
Oh! and by the way... when i leave i can send boxes to provo for free.. so
when i send things home i might send them to my friends and then jess...
maybe you can pick them up? i dont know we can figure that out for sure next
week...
Oh mom.. one more thing.. I actually i got all the letters
from the young women and stuff so i will send a letter to them. I appreciate
it.. But alsooo...
if you can tell me my balance in my account? and i might need maybe like
$100 more dollars put in there when i actually fly to russia for luggage and
stuff... i just know know exactly how much money i am going to need and i
dont have that much cash on me... plus right when i get there i buy all my
stuff so i might need some cash. Just let me know about my account at wells
fargo... i left you the info so if you could check that. and also... what
happened to my chase bank one?? did we cancel that? OH! and another thing...
talk to wells fargo and let them know i am going to russia.. cause a lot of
times they have to know i am in russia or they will close the account once i
use it there... thats another thing...
Sorry theres sooo much! but ok... i will write you guys better letters...
like real letters... when i have time. Tell grace i am sending her a letter!
oh! did she get her birthday card too? oh! i want pictures of baby savannah
too!!
hah ok sorry I ask for wayyy to much! but ok... i love you guys soooo much!
and send me phone numbers too ok? like jess rach dad grandma cause i can
call everyone when i am at the airport!! that would be great!! LOVE YOU
SOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!! i will keep you updated better next time..
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Love You
HELLO!!!!FROM THE MTC!!
Well, not much has happened this week... just the same old same old... we are starting to do a lot more in russian... we taught for the first time in russian on wednesday and all our meals we now are speaking in just
russian... we realized that you can say a lot with just a few words. hahah I think its going to be so funny when i actually get to russia and i cant say anything except "i know that God lives and we are his children" haha no no i know more than that but they will answer me and i will have NO idea what they are saying... our teachers speak russian to us but they know we are basically incompitent and so they speak super slow...
Funny story though.. they other day i was sitting there in study time and I was reading out of the book of mormon in russian... and i thought "what? never in my life did i ever think i would be reading out of a russian book of mormon..." haha no, i could not understand it all, but it was just soooo funny... its kinda crazy where life takes you i guess... Oh, i guess another thing is that me and my companion, sister trottier were made the coordinating sisters.. nothing too cool we just get to welcome all the new sisters when they come in tomorrow! i cant believe it, we are now what they call "the older districts"... i know sounds weird, but we had two districts that reported 6 weeks before us speaking russian and now, that us... i cant believe ive been here 6 weeks... my 7th week starts tomorrow...mom, you said that its gone slow but also fast.. i hear ya.. honestly, the days here feel like weeks and the weeks days.. its the craziest feeling ever!!! But ya, so being coordinating sisters will be super fun for us because it kinda breaks up our schedules for the next few days and lets us
takes them on tours and stuff...so i am sooo excited.
Well thanks for the letters!!! seriously they help so much... i know it sounds so cliche that a missionary loves getting letters, but its sooo true... its like the only thing that is a surprise to us!! EXCEPT... we ate at the temple today and it was sooooooooo good! REAL food! and i know ive been complaining about the food here, i would still like some bars but i got it covered... so basically... in the morning i eat hard boiled eggs... ew i know but it gives me protein then for lunch and dinner i will have veggies and friut and maybe some soup or cereal.... ive kinda gone on a vegitarian diet.. which is ok i gues.. then when night comes we all just like binge on candy and junk food which is horrible!! thats probably why im getting huge here! haha thats why i dont want any candy! and im partially surviving cause the girls in the barbershop bought me diet coke... hahahaha yes... ONLY cause it gives me energy... i dont even drink one a day and if i do drink> its just one... which is fun... i can still live without it..
Well it sounds like everything is going good! tell katie congrats on her baby please! i dont have her address or else i would have sent her something! (well a card at least) and please send pics!! of her baby and of
christmas...it sounds like everything is going great at everyones houses! grandma got a haircut? haha i hope it went well! and GRANDPA WENT TO CHURCH! haha thats soooooo awesome! i would love to hear what he thought about it... also i have another kinda weird request... so being out here in the mission, and having to figure out peoples concerns about the church and what keeps them from believing or even being interested... its really hard.. and i know without a doubt we have an answer to everyones problems or concerns... but i would love to hear from the family.. like grandpa and jeff and jerry and Tami... not why they havent joined cause honestly,im not trying to convert them.. but they reasons for not being interested or the doubts they have....as my family i would love to know where they are coming from.. i know i am going to be confronted with problems daily out in the field and to just hear from the people closest to me why they dont accept the church or what they questions they have concerning the gospel would actually be a really big
help... I know that could be slightly awkward and i feel bad asking that,but i think as a missionary it would help me better understand my purpose and help me once i get to russia... so if its at all possible... maybe they
could send me a letter or an email about the questions and concerns and reasonings for their decisions... its can be as simple as "we have a religion already" but some of me thinks that they might have some
questions... i know again.. super weird but ive been thinking about that a lot lately... Oh! and tell everyone i say hello! i hope jamie is doing well in school jackie isnt back with marcus hahaha... tell her to stick to the
normal boys! tell tami jeff ruth jerry eliza will and brenner hey! i hope they are all doing well....
Dad, make sure you tell grandma west i love her too! and maybe you could get her address? i dont know if she gets mail.. or maybe if i send a letter home for you to give her that would be great.... i would love that.
Mom and jess... tell the boys to keep reading the book of mormon! the part where Nephi cuts of labans head is pretty sweet... theres a part where i think ammon? cuts off the arms of a bunch of people in like alma 17 that would be fun for them to read too haha... they you can always go to 3rd nephi where christ wants all the little children to come forth and he> blesses them... they would probably like to here that part too...
Ok sorry this is so random! i never have any time to think about things...but i just want to say again i love you guys and they support you give me. i appreciate it more than you know... i know that i am supposed to be hereat this point in my life right now... honestly... i have learned more in 6 weeks than i could have possibly imagined... i have a LONG way to go i know that but i can say without a doubt in my mind that this church is true and i couldnt be doing any better work right now. Yes, its super hard... honestly i cant say this enough, its the hardest thing i have ever done... but i know the blessings that will come along the way are for eternity. This mission will change my life forever and it already has... I love this work and the message we get to share. I love knowing i get to bring people to come to know their christ... they one and only person who could save them. He is everything... If you guys want... 3rd nephi 11 talks about when christ came to the people in the americas and its a pretty powerful chapter. Its kinda crazy that Isaiah prophesied that christ would go to the other sheep.. which were not of the same fold.. and that chapter is that being fulfilled. So
just a side note... ALSO i hope you guys are trying to read and also go to the temple... even if
it is just initiatory... they work we do in the temple is amazing and what better way to prepare us for the millenium.. thats ALL we are going to be doing hahah so i encourage you to do that... let me know how its going! I love you sooo much! WRITE ME SOOOOOOOOOON! i will write a letter in
russian soon
Well, not much has happened this week... just the same old same old... we are starting to do a lot more in russian... we taught for the first time in russian on wednesday and all our meals we now are speaking in just
russian... we realized that you can say a lot with just a few words. hahah I think its going to be so funny when i actually get to russia and i cant say anything except "i know that God lives and we are his children" haha no no i know more than that but they will answer me and i will have NO idea what they are saying... our teachers speak russian to us but they know we are basically incompitent and so they speak super slow...
Funny story though.. they other day i was sitting there in study time and I was reading out of the book of mormon in russian... and i thought "what? never in my life did i ever think i would be reading out of a russian book of mormon..." haha no, i could not understand it all, but it was just soooo funny... its kinda crazy where life takes you i guess... Oh, i guess another thing is that me and my companion, sister trottier were made the coordinating sisters.. nothing too cool we just get to welcome all the new sisters when they come in tomorrow! i cant believe it, we are now what they call "the older districts"... i know sounds weird, but we had two districts that reported 6 weeks before us speaking russian and now, that us... i cant believe ive been here 6 weeks... my 7th week starts tomorrow...mom, you said that its gone slow but also fast.. i hear ya.. honestly, the days here feel like weeks and the weeks days.. its the craziest feeling ever!!! But ya, so being coordinating sisters will be super fun for us because it kinda breaks up our schedules for the next few days and lets us
takes them on tours and stuff...so i am sooo excited.
Well thanks for the letters!!! seriously they help so much... i know it sounds so cliche that a missionary loves getting letters, but its sooo true... its like the only thing that is a surprise to us!! EXCEPT... we ate at the temple today and it was sooooooooo good! REAL food! and i know ive been complaining about the food here, i would still like some bars but i got it covered... so basically... in the morning i eat hard boiled eggs... ew i know but it gives me protein then for lunch and dinner i will have veggies and friut and maybe some soup or cereal.... ive kinda gone on a vegitarian diet.. which is ok i gues.. then when night comes we all just like binge on candy and junk food which is horrible!! thats probably why im getting huge here! haha thats why i dont want any candy! and im partially surviving cause the girls in the barbershop bought me diet coke... hahahaha yes... ONLY cause it gives me energy... i dont even drink one a day and if i do drink> its just one... which is fun... i can still live without it..
Well it sounds like everything is going good! tell katie congrats on her baby please! i dont have her address or else i would have sent her something! (well a card at least) and please send pics!! of her baby and of
christmas...it sounds like everything is going great at everyones houses! grandma got a haircut? haha i hope it went well! and GRANDPA WENT TO CHURCH! haha thats soooooo awesome! i would love to hear what he thought about it... also i have another kinda weird request... so being out here in the mission, and having to figure out peoples concerns about the church and what keeps them from believing or even being interested... its really hard.. and i know without a doubt we have an answer to everyones problems or concerns... but i would love to hear from the family.. like grandpa and jeff and jerry and Tami... not why they havent joined cause honestly,im not trying to convert them.. but they reasons for not being interested or the doubts they have....as my family i would love to know where they are coming from.. i know i am going to be confronted with problems daily out in the field and to just hear from the people closest to me why they dont accept the church or what they questions they have concerning the gospel would actually be a really big
help... I know that could be slightly awkward and i feel bad asking that,but i think as a missionary it would help me better understand my purpose and help me once i get to russia... so if its at all possible... maybe they
could send me a letter or an email about the questions and concerns and reasonings for their decisions... its can be as simple as "we have a religion already" but some of me thinks that they might have some
questions... i know again.. super weird but ive been thinking about that a lot lately... Oh! and tell everyone i say hello! i hope jamie is doing well in school jackie isnt back with marcus hahaha... tell her to stick to the
normal boys! tell tami jeff ruth jerry eliza will and brenner hey! i hope they are all doing well....
Dad, make sure you tell grandma west i love her too! and maybe you could get her address? i dont know if she gets mail.. or maybe if i send a letter home for you to give her that would be great.... i would love that.
Mom and jess... tell the boys to keep reading the book of mormon! the part where Nephi cuts of labans head is pretty sweet... theres a part where i think ammon? cuts off the arms of a bunch of people in like alma 17 that would be fun for them to read too haha... they you can always go to 3rd nephi where christ wants all the little children to come forth and he> blesses them... they would probably like to here that part too...
Ok sorry this is so random! i never have any time to think about things...but i just want to say again i love you guys and they support you give me. i appreciate it more than you know... i know that i am supposed to be hereat this point in my life right now... honestly... i have learned more in 6 weeks than i could have possibly imagined... i have a LONG way to go i know that but i can say without a doubt in my mind that this church is true and i couldnt be doing any better work right now. Yes, its super hard... honestly i cant say this enough, its the hardest thing i have ever done... but i know the blessings that will come along the way are for eternity. This mission will change my life forever and it already has... I love this work and the message we get to share. I love knowing i get to bring people to come to know their christ... they one and only person who could save them. He is everything... If you guys want... 3rd nephi 11 talks about when christ came to the people in the americas and its a pretty powerful chapter. Its kinda crazy that Isaiah prophesied that christ would go to the other sheep.. which were not of the same fold.. and that chapter is that being fulfilled. So
just a side note... ALSO i hope you guys are trying to read and also go to the temple... even if
it is just initiatory... they work we do in the temple is amazing and what better way to prepare us for the millenium.. thats ALL we are going to be doing hahah so i encourage you to do that... let me know how its going! I love you sooo much! WRITE ME SOOOOOOOOOON! i will write a letter in
russian soon
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Half way through...
FAMILY!
Hello! again i want to say thank you for your letters.. it sounds like you had a ton of fun in utah! You guys went sledding? haha i want to see pictures from that... did everyone sled? or just the kids? and it makes sense grace and gainer would be scared... i bet sammy and dean just were rolling in the snow... they are used to it. It was pretty crazy weather though when you guys were here... it got really cold here... but then i had to just remember i would be in like 54358947389 more cold weather in like 5 weeks!! And i cannot believe you guys were at the MTC!!!! If i would have saw you i would have freaked. The temple was closed when you guys were here so we didnt actually walk off campus but it would have been crazy to see you guys. Isnt the MTC weird... it kinda looks like a prison and it seems so forbidden when you drive by it but its so funny cause its just a bunch of teenage boys... its kinda funny cause the elders seem like they are confused here at the MTC. Its like... their 19 year old selves come out however they know they are missionaries and need to be more dignified.. so its funny to see them change from situation to situation. However it is amazing to see the change in them, (well at least the ones in my zone) from the first day they got here... they have grown so much.. i hope i have grown too...
AND you guys went to the zoo? thats so fun.. not out of africa? haha when I get back we will have to make a trip there... So this week... the older district is all leaving to russia... which means we get new russian missionaries come in in a week! which means... we are now the older district... which mean.. WE LEAVE NEXT! i cant believe i am halfway done with the MTC... i love the MTC but man, let me tell you, i am already SOOOOO ready to go to russia... Being at the MTC makes you so excited to actually be in the real mission field and get rejected and get yellled at and everything! it sounds weird, but i am so excited. I know I will struggle sometimes but i am excited to say that i made it through my first 3 months in russia ya know? after 3 or 4 or 5 months, it will still be really hard but i am hoping the language will come and the Lord will help me through all those hard times so i can have the best mission ever!
Its was really cool, this week we actually started teaching in russian… yes... TEACHING! hah we say like 5 word sentences but we are told to simplify the lesson so its kinda great that russian MAKES me do that. I realized that the Lord sent me russian speaking because he knew i needed to simplify my words. When i would teach in english i just ramble. I need to just get right down to the point and speaking a new language helps me do that because i only know like 10 words. haha No no thats not true... its kinda crazy that i can actually speak SOME russian... i know when i get out into the field i am going to cry cause im going to actually realize I know nothing, but its crazy what we do know only being here a month...
Thats about all that happened this week. Everything else is still the same. We have the same schedules everyday.. so we know by the end of the MTC days we will be 150% sick of what we are doing and just ready to get to russia...
OH! HAPPY ANIVERSARY GRANDMA AND GRANDMPA... haha thats so awesome that you guys have been married that long. Oh, and i sent everyone pictures... i hope you got them.. and mom i sent you CDs of all the pictures i have taken thus far.. i will probably send you another couple of CDS like that before i leave the MTC and then do the samein russia... will you let me know when you get them and if they have pictures on them? cause then i can delete the ones already on my camera?.. i was told that was the best way to do it so keep them and we can have a record of all my pictures...
Well... I dont really have much more to say... thanks to everyone who is writing me and has written me. Letters are great i love hearing whats going on. Just know the MTC is great but i am soooooo excited to get out into the field. My decision to serve a mission i know was made when i entered the MTC but my excitement hasnt stopped growing and the confirmation of it continues to grow as i progress and get closer to bringing people to the knowledege of the Gospel. A cool thing we were taught, which i knew was our purpose but wasnt put into words.. is that we arent here to baptize. Yes, thats the result of peoples actions, but we are here to bring people to the knowledege of their savior and his atonement for them. Its to bring them to the knowledge that they have a father in heaven and we need to have a strong relationship with him... Its to bring them to the knowledege that there is a plan for them, that their is a purpose for them... its to let them know that the Book of mormon is the true word of christ and that that little blue book contains the fullness of the gospel and can literally answer any question of your soul.. Once we, and our investigators know that, they will have no question in their mind that THIS IS the true church, and they will be jumping into the waters of baptism. We arent here to baptize, we are here to bring people unto their savior. I know that so sister missionary of me.. but to come to that realization has been the most amazing thing to me. I dont know where i would be without the little knowledge i have obtained here in the MTC and i cant imagine the things im going to learn from my investigators and just being on a mission... It really is an amazing work i get to do here... I honestly feel truly blessed to be set apart as a missionary right now... I dont want you guys to think that everything has been peachy for me here though.. yes its been amazing, but its has been extremely hard. I feel like hard times have come my way before but this is different. This tests you in ways you wouldnt even imagine... But how grateful i am to know that whenever i am struggling, i can get down on my knees and he will lift me up. Its like peter, when he asked christ if he could come out onto the water with him and he did.. he was walking steadfast as he kept his eyes on christ, but as the waters went tempest and waves came.. he got distracted and took his eyes off christ and lost faith, he started to sink and christ lifted him up... I KNOW that i have felt waves come at me here at the MTC... they have kept strong, but as i have used my faith in christ, and asked my father to save me... he has held out his hand to me and pullled me from those hard times. I know i wouldnt be writing this email right now if it wasnt for him. I would be home. How grateful i am for the lord and his help...
Well.... now that i used up all the sister missionary i had in me.. haha i just want to say i love you and i so thankful for my family in my life... i love you guys so much!!! i will hopefully have more to write next week.. but lets be honest, theres not a lot of drama that goes on at the MTC... the most sketchy thing that happens is when you see someone NOT with their companion.. haha... to be honest, i kinda miss gossip... i didnt realize how much i heard being a hairdresser hahah its probably a good thing though...But i Still havent stopped cutting hair, i am actually aloud to cut some peoples hair here, we got permission from our branch president...
Anyway... i love the MTC... i will write you a letter in russian one time!! Love you and you BETTER keep writing me... thanks to dad mom rach jess grandma and everyone who writes me.. i will try to write actually letters
today!!
Sunday, January 2, 2011
You know you are a sister missionary when...
FAMILY!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! again...
I hope this christmas was a good one! I really want to see pictures of everything you did and the italian theme... I assume you are still in utah, so how is it? Dad you had said in your email that it was way nice weather in az but then you had to come up here to the cold.... haha im sorry! whenever you think about the cold think about where im gunna be in about 2 months...then it will seem warm! So i am going on my first month here!!! I MADE IT! I cant believe its already been a third of the way through the MTC... and i only have 17 months on a mission now! super weird... But i will start off with my weeked! SO christmas eve was friday, and we had a normal day until the night then we had a fireside and it was awesome. we talked about the life of christ for the first little bit then to make it more fun we got to sing the 12 days of
Christmas at the MTC... these are the words
I hope this christmas was a good one! I really want to see pictures of everything you did and the italian theme... I assume you are still in utah, so how is it? Dad you had said in your email that it was way nice weather in az but then you had to come up here to the cold.... haha im sorry! whenever you think about the cold think about where im gunna be in about 2 months...then it will seem warm! So i am going on my first month here!!! I MADE IT! I cant believe its already been a third of the way through the MTC... and i only have 17 months on a mission now! super weird... But i will start off with my weeked! SO christmas eve was friday, and we had a normal day until the night then we had a fireside and it was awesome. we talked about the life of christ for the first little bit then to make it more fun we got to sing the 12 days of
Christmas at the MTC... these are the words
1 A rock solid testimony
2 haircuts free
3 new companions
4 chocolate milks (cause the chocolate milk here is like a milk shake
5 hours of gym
6:30 wake up
7 luke warm showers
8 Hours of rest
9 Vaccinations
10 More commandments
11 loads of laundry
12 hours of class...
so that basically sums of the MTC. Then they gave ALL the missionaries popcorn and we got to watch mr. krugers christmas.. oh and our zone, we all got togehter and talked about the russian traditions on christmas, and the russians told us all they do! they dont have christmas on the 25th which is
weird but their christmas is new years! so when i am out in the field we basically have 2 days of nothing because too many people are partying on new years and everyone is drunk! Then then next morning, as a district we had a secret santa so we met and opened gifts, then we had a talent show and it was sooooo funny! we have a bunch of native russians here in our zone, and they did the talent show and
they changed the lady gaga song to "we missionary now" but with there russian accents, it was pretty funny. THey got a standing ovations from all the missionaries. THen we had our devotional and Russel M. Nelson came and spoke to us! it was amazing to see a member of the 12. It really truly is amazing being a missionary and seeing an apostle. I always took that for granted but its amazing! THen we had another fireside at night.. it was a LOT of sitting that day, but honestly, ive never felt better being a missionary then i did on christmas day... Its was awesome to see 2500 missionaries all making the sacrifice to leave their families on
christmas... And concentrating on the real meaning of christmas made it the best. I missed you guys a lot though, but hope all your holidays went well..
THen on sunday Elder nelson was still here! can you believe it, he stayed for a weeked! so he spoke to the Elders and his wife spoke to us in relief society, and i LOVED her... and another cool thing about her, is her and sherry dew (dont know if i spelt that right) are best friends so she was there too! we got to talk to them after she spoke. It was pretty amazing to see that both these women are so well known in the church solely because they lived their lives according the ways the lord wanted them too... it was
inspiring to see how 2 women could be so strong... I loved it! Sister Nelson commited us to really pray to our father in heaven about some question we have.. and then open our books of mormon and she promised if we read we would find the answer... i cant tell you how many times thats happened since
being here... and so i give you guys another commitment, to do the same! (i know i am a missionary now this is my job, and speaking of commitments, hows the temple and reading the scriptures coming along?? haha you better be doing that too) So try it.... its amazing the power that little book has.
Well.. that was my christmas, your guys emails seem like it was fun! i would love to here how utah is going! THanks for the package! EVERYBODY loved the bows mom and i love my robe thanks so much! and make sure to tell the alexanders thanks for the Bars!! i am so excited! and mom i was gunna ask,
if you are still in utah, can you by chance send me like a BIG box or maybe
2 boxes of bars from costco? i got really sick from the food the other day
and i am not getting enough protein to keep me energized... and i think if
you send them from utah theres a place you can send them cheaper? maybe ask the alexanders they might know! and thank them again for the bars!
Oh! and thanks to EVERYONE who send me christmas cards! I really enjoyed
seeing the pictures!!
Ok so mom, you wrote me about grandpa! but grandma didnt tell me anything
about him going to church is that true!!! I was soooo excited to here that
that was his present!! let me know about that please!!!
Well... the MTC is still great, russian is stilll super hard, but i dont let
myself get down... I refer alot to alma 32... without faith here in the MTC
i know i would be home already... Its crazy to me how much i know i have
changed but how much i know i still need to change... Its really hard
noticing your faults and realizing that you HAVE to be a different person
then you were before... i had quite the experience yesterday in the TE
(which is like a place we go and teach... its weird ) but there are Mock
investigators that walk around the MTC, so that missionaries can contact
them and practice.. well theres this guys who works here who is one of those
fake investigators and he was in the TE yesterday when me and my companion
were going to to do a workshop, and usually you have to contact them, but he
contacted us.... which was weird... and he asked where we were from so i
told him az, and (background hes mexican) so they first thing he says to be
me was "oh so you are racist" and i was like.. "no im not" and he said " yes
you are, you fit the profile, you are racist, you are white and have blue
eyes, you are racist" and me and my companion were weirded out because hes
supposed to be like an actor... so i just kinda blew it off cause i did want
to get into that, it was already a hard day, so we said we had to go and
then he said "no, im not acting right now, im serious, you are a racist. You
are from az, you are white and blue eyes, you fit the profile you are
racist... if you arent, then tell me why you arent, because i KNOW you
are..." and right then we knew he wasnt kidding, (and keep in mind this
doesnt happen at the MTC) so i just stared at him and he started telling me
this story about him being in az and being profiled by people like me... and
i was bawling at this point... but then i just looked at him and said "you
know how i know im not racist, because i believe that god is OUR father in
heaven, and him being our father, that means he loves us both equally....
and because he is OUR father, that means you are my brother and i love you
just like i love my family. I dont look down upon you like you think i do
because i have a testimony of Jesus Christ and our father in heaven... and
my hope for you would that you would feel the same about me. That i am a
daughter of God and that i am your sister...." and he just looked at me,
with tears in his eyes, and said "thank you.... i know you now and i know
you arent like one of them. If you look at me like your brother then i will
look at you like my sister. As equalls."
And that moment to me seemed kinda harsh, but i knew that that was the Lord
working through me... my companion wanted to walk away and avoid the
situation cause he was being rude, like really rude and calling me a racist
for like 10 minutes, but there are going to be so many times on my mission
where im going to be criticized and ridiculed but i cant just walk away, i
have to bear my testimony,, and even though it was rough, and it hurt me to
see him think that about me... i knew i couldnt walk away...
)
anyway... i hate to end with that story but i am out of time... i love you
all sooooo much! make sure mom rach jess dad granmda grandpa everyone knows
i love them and appreciate their letters!!! i love you all!! write me
sooooon!
i will send pictures soooon!!
and mom... please send bars??? LOVE YOU!! I LOVE THIS WORK AND LOVE MY
MISSION!!!!!!!!!
3 new companions
4 chocolate milks (cause the chocolate milk here is like a milk shake
5 hours of gym
6:30 wake up
7 luke warm showers
8 Hours of rest
9 Vaccinations
10 More commandments
11 loads of laundry
12 hours of class...
so that basically sums of the MTC. Then they gave ALL the missionaries popcorn and we got to watch mr. krugers christmas.. oh and our zone, we all got togehter and talked about the russian traditions on christmas, and the russians told us all they do! they dont have christmas on the 25th which is
weird but their christmas is new years! so when i am out in the field we basically have 2 days of nothing because too many people are partying on new years and everyone is drunk! Then then next morning, as a district we had a secret santa so we met and opened gifts, then we had a talent show and it was sooooo funny! we have a bunch of native russians here in our zone, and they did the talent show and
they changed the lady gaga song to "we missionary now" but with there russian accents, it was pretty funny. THey got a standing ovations from all the missionaries. THen we had our devotional and Russel M. Nelson came and spoke to us! it was amazing to see a member of the 12. It really truly is amazing being a missionary and seeing an apostle. I always took that for granted but its amazing! THen we had another fireside at night.. it was a LOT of sitting that day, but honestly, ive never felt better being a missionary then i did on christmas day... Its was awesome to see 2500 missionaries all making the sacrifice to leave their families on
christmas... And concentrating on the real meaning of christmas made it the best. I missed you guys a lot though, but hope all your holidays went well..
THen on sunday Elder nelson was still here! can you believe it, he stayed for a weeked! so he spoke to the Elders and his wife spoke to us in relief society, and i LOVED her... and another cool thing about her, is her and sherry dew (dont know if i spelt that right) are best friends so she was there too! we got to talk to them after she spoke. It was pretty amazing to see that both these women are so well known in the church solely because they lived their lives according the ways the lord wanted them too... it was
inspiring to see how 2 women could be so strong... I loved it! Sister Nelson commited us to really pray to our father in heaven about some question we have.. and then open our books of mormon and she promised if we read we would find the answer... i cant tell you how many times thats happened since
being here... and so i give you guys another commitment, to do the same! (i know i am a missionary now this is my job, and speaking of commitments, hows the temple and reading the scriptures coming along?? haha you better be doing that too) So try it.... its amazing the power that little book has.
Well.. that was my christmas, your guys emails seem like it was fun! i would love to here how utah is going! THanks for the package! EVERYBODY loved the bows mom and i love my robe thanks so much! and make sure to tell the alexanders thanks for the Bars!! i am so excited! and mom i was gunna ask,
if you are still in utah, can you by chance send me like a BIG box or maybe
2 boxes of bars from costco? i got really sick from the food the other day
and i am not getting enough protein to keep me energized... and i think if
you send them from utah theres a place you can send them cheaper? maybe ask the alexanders they might know! and thank them again for the bars!
Oh! and thanks to EVERYONE who send me christmas cards! I really enjoyed
seeing the pictures!!
Ok so mom, you wrote me about grandpa! but grandma didnt tell me anything
about him going to church is that true!!! I was soooo excited to here that
that was his present!! let me know about that please!!!
Well... the MTC is still great, russian is stilll super hard, but i dont let
myself get down... I refer alot to alma 32... without faith here in the MTC
i know i would be home already... Its crazy to me how much i know i have
changed but how much i know i still need to change... Its really hard
noticing your faults and realizing that you HAVE to be a different person
then you were before... i had quite the experience yesterday in the TE
(which is like a place we go and teach... its weird ) but there are Mock
investigators that walk around the MTC, so that missionaries can contact
them and practice.. well theres this guys who works here who is one of those
fake investigators and he was in the TE yesterday when me and my companion
were going to to do a workshop, and usually you have to contact them, but he
contacted us.... which was weird... and he asked where we were from so i
told him az, and (background hes mexican) so they first thing he says to be
me was "oh so you are racist" and i was like.. "no im not" and he said " yes
you are, you fit the profile, you are racist, you are white and have blue
eyes, you are racist" and me and my companion were weirded out because hes
supposed to be like an actor... so i just kinda blew it off cause i did want
to get into that, it was already a hard day, so we said we had to go and
then he said "no, im not acting right now, im serious, you are a racist. You
are from az, you are white and blue eyes, you fit the profile you are
racist... if you arent, then tell me why you arent, because i KNOW you
are..." and right then we knew he wasnt kidding, (and keep in mind this
doesnt happen at the MTC) so i just stared at him and he started telling me
this story about him being in az and being profiled by people like me... and
i was bawling at this point... but then i just looked at him and said "you
know how i know im not racist, because i believe that god is OUR father in
heaven, and him being our father, that means he loves us both equally....
and because he is OUR father, that means you are my brother and i love you
just like i love my family. I dont look down upon you like you think i do
because i have a testimony of Jesus Christ and our father in heaven... and
my hope for you would that you would feel the same about me. That i am a
daughter of God and that i am your sister...." and he just looked at me,
with tears in his eyes, and said "thank you.... i know you now and i know
you arent like one of them. If you look at me like your brother then i will
look at you like my sister. As equalls."
And that moment to me seemed kinda harsh, but i knew that that was the Lord
working through me... my companion wanted to walk away and avoid the
situation cause he was being rude, like really rude and calling me a racist
for like 10 minutes, but there are going to be so many times on my mission
where im going to be criticized and ridiculed but i cant just walk away, i
have to bear my testimony,, and even though it was rough, and it hurt me to
see him think that about me... i knew i couldnt walk away...
)
anyway... i hate to end with that story but i am out of time... i love you
all sooooo much! make sure mom rach jess dad granmda grandpa everyone knows
i love them and appreciate their letters!!! i love you all!! write me
sooooon!
i will send pictures soooon!!
and mom... please send bars??? LOVE YOU!! I LOVE THIS WORK AND LOVE MY
MISSION!!!!!!!!!
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